I feel really alone. I asked for someone to look over my resume (on the debil aka. facebook) and I get snarky comments (mostly along the lines of "why don't you take your husband's resume and just put your name on it!"). Yeah, that feels great. Thanks guys.
I just posted a note begging for help with anything at all (work has been insane, truly insane, and I'm packing and sorting alone)--I'm horribly overwhelmed and horribly stressed out. I did get one response (a SAHM is available to come help me but only during the hours when she knows I work). If I could get a few days off this wouldn't be an issue.
I keep wanting to run out the door. I hate that I need this income right now. I hate it.
There's no actual point to this other than a need to vent somewhere. The one group of friends I was venting to has basically said they don't want to hear any of it until I no longer work here--guess I vented too much.
There are multiple events this week/weekend. I just canceled one for this evening. I will probably cancel tomorrow's too. There are 2 parties Saturday (and I think one Sunday). At least one of those was already on the chopping block but I'm beginning to think it's major anti-social time.
I thought my mom could come help me but neither she nor my dad have had great health lately.
I'm in this alone and it's really hard.
I need a job in Los Angeles and I need one now.
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